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A Cry For Help From A Suicidal Mom

It breaks my heart to read comments like the one I read today.  It was left on a post a wrote about moms who want to commit suicide.  I want to help, offer advice, but am afraid of saying the wrong thing.  I’m just a mom.  I know some of what she is going through, but I am not in her position.  I am putting her comment in this post in hopes that some of my readers will post comments to help.  Even a few supportive words could make the difference in how she feels.

I am a mother who found this site by searching what’s in my heart – I can’t go on like this. I’m so desperate for something to change, for someone to help me. I read all the time how parents with autistic kids aren’t alone – really? I’m completely alone with him. No husband, no family, and my friends (who are amazing) all have kids on the spectrum and are going through the same thing I am. I LOVE my son, I LOVE him more than life but I can’t take him anywhere. He’s completely disruptive and out of control. I’m held hostage by his condition, just as he is. And he has a twin who is simply a hostage in his journey; she can’t have her own life because Autism has taken everything from us. I’m six figures in debt because I’ve tried everything to help him and “everything” costs more than I make. I can’t find a school that will take him, unless I want him to wander around the room and never progress. So I have to work full=time, home-school him, and try to find some energy to be a happy, loving mother – and I’m tapped out. I’m tapped out. I can’t do this for another 13 days much less 13 years – and that’s only if a miracle happens and I can send him to college. I just want him to talk to me, to tell me how he feels, to listen to me, to not throw a fit and disrupt everything everywhere we go. He’s completely out of control and I just don’t know what to do anymore. And he’s already stronger than me at age 5; by the time he’s 10 I won’t have to kill myself because he may end up killing me by accident – and that’s not something I can bear for him. I love him too much. What do I do? Please just tell me what to do. What works? What works? What works?

Have you contacted any of your local support groups?  Do you receive any respite care?  It sounds like you are in real need of a respite care worker.

Taking Care Of Kids And Working At The Same Time

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Working while taking care of children is one of the more difficult aspects of parenthood. Handling all of your children’s needs, while ensuring that your job performance does not suffer, is a delicate tightrope balancing act. The financial aspect usually plays an important role in the life of working moms, but remember that . . . → Read More: Taking Care Of Kids And Working At The Same Time

Innovative Online School Offers Hope to Struggling Students

Access Possibilities School is a private school that offers primary and secondary academic programs, as well as tutoring, summer school and after school activities to children and families around the world. Offering the standard US curriculum, the school program is highly interactive with virtual classrooms, daily contact between teachers and students, and daily peer-to-peer dialogue.

. . . → Read More: Innovative Online School Offers Hope to Struggling Students

5 Overlooked Variables To Consider For Your Longest Unemployment Stretch


It wasn’t long ago that most Americans had a secure three-legged stool on which to rest their retirement concerns – a well-funded Social Security system, substantial corporate pensions with retiree health benefits and, ideally, a strong personal savings rate.


Nowadays, however, pensions aren’t what they used to be; they’ve been largely replaced by employer-sponsored . . . → Read More: 5 Overlooked Variables To Consider For Your Longest Unemployment Stretch

Father Pens Moving Account of Raising a Son with Asperger’s Syndrome‏

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(Press Release)Biddeford, ME, Sept. 28, 2015 — To significant international acclaim, Maine businessman Derek Volk has released his poignant memoir Chasing the Rabbit: A Dad’s Life Raising a Son on the Spectrum. Co-written with his twenty-four-year-old son Dylan, who has Asperger’s syndrome, the book highlights the Volk family’s significant challenges and heartfelt triumphs . . . → Read More: Father Pens Moving Account of Raising a Son with Asperger’s Syndrome‏

When The Role Of Caregiver Falls To The Children


A debilitating disease such as amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, or ALS, takes a devastating toll on the people who suffer from it as they lose their ability to walk, dress, write, speak, swallow and breathe.

But it also can wreak havoc on their families, says Marylee MacDonald (, a caregiver advocate and writer whose debut novel, . . . → Read More: When The Role Of Caregiver Falls To The Children

Honey Mustard Foil Packet Potatoes Recipe


My husband and I like to do this when we are camping. It also works great when you are grilling at home.



1/4 cup Country Crock® Spread

2 Tbsp. honey

2 Tbsp. Dijon mustard

1/2 tsp. salt

1/4 tsp. ground black pepper

1 1/2 lbs. red potatoes, (about 18 small potatoes), cut . . . → Read More: Honey Mustard Foil Packet Potatoes Recipe

Snackin’ Mini Pizza Bites Recipe


Here’s a snack that your kids can help you make. You can also substitute the white bread for wheat bread.

Snackin’ Mini Pizza Bites Recipe

8 slices white bread

6 ounces part-skim mozzarella cheese, sliced

9 slices turkey pepperoni, chopped

1/4 cup Country Crock® Spread or Country Crock® Light Spread

1 tsp. dried oregano . . . → Read More: Snackin’ Mini Pizza Bites Recipe

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