It’s 5:30 in the morning, and I’m awake. Same thing happened yesterday. Of course, I had a lot of trouble getting to sleep the last two nights, too. Something is wrong, but I don’t know what it is. I’m taking my sleep meds at night. I’m taking my depression pills everyday. I’m feeling alright, I think. Except I’m not getting enough sleep. And I haven’t been doing much around the house. Haven’t had a shower since the weekend.
Ughhh…. I feel fine, but I’m following back into old habits. What is wrong? Do I need to call my doctor? Or am I just a little stressed out, and it’s having a negative affect on me? School starts back for the kids on Monday. I’m busy getting them ready. I’m not locking myself in the house. I’m not avoiding going out. I have been doing the Open Houses for the kids. I made a point of getting with a good friend last Saturday. I knew that this week would be busy with back to school things. So why am I letting everything else fall to the side?
I’m cooking meals for the family with no problem. Keeping the kitchen looking nice. I’ve been keeping up with the laundry. I haven’t been doing my day to day cleaning that I usually do. I’ve been reading a lot. That’s not a good thing. It’s Thursday, and I’m just now doing a blog post.
Should I be worried? Will everything go back to “normal” next week? I’ve made so much progress. I don’t understand what is going on.